There are a few things I know for sure I’m good at. Car dancing, get every last drop from a frap (its a kind of Milkshake for those of you out side of Massachusetts), and there are a few other things. Things that I know that are not my strongest characteristics (for some reason this list came to me a lot faster) cooking any kind of red meat, spelling/writing/ grammar, taking a compliment, looking at my reflection and not finding every single items that is wrong with me, having someone take my picture and liking the results. And this list can go on and on and on, probably longer than those things I am good at.. If you ask my husband, and friends they could list a lot more things than I can about what I am good at but struggle with the things I am not so great at. Weird how that happens?!
So here goes… I am going to start to put more energy into see the good in myself and my thoughts about myself and the world around me, than going to my default. The default we all have that is part of our fight or flight thought process. The mind is a weird thing at times? Regardless of how far we come mentally we are still at times of living in a cave and worried about being “picked off”. Fear over takes us and we can’t get pass those negative feelings and thoughts of what is going to go well, wrong.
So here goes nothing… I’m going to start to talk about in my classes as well as on this blog about the good. How I struggle to find it and how I am working on finding that better me.